Changes

So during desperation in one of the sessions I so felt a tug upon my heart... It. wasn't like the normal tug like this is good stuff!!! But an actual tug a war deep with in. As this speaker spoke I felt one part of the tug telling me to go and down and lay down your pride. The other said people will look at you weird. You'll be judged by them... I was sitting with a big group of my friends...and of was as well that
Battle of doing what the crowd does. I knew that I had to focus on what God was trying to do in me... And I got los in it... That tug from within about just staying in my seat had faded. An it was just me and God.
I went up and got on to my knees humbling my self before God...
So amazing! I wonder what would I happened if I stayed in that pitiful seat... If I let my pride come before what God was doing in me.
Would I still of been struggling?
I am so glad that I went before God and let him humble me.
The end just thought I'd let you know ;)