Trust

(This is a short one)
I have been learning about trusting God, that means trusting Him even when i don't get what i ask for.

This last week I was stressed beyond belief, stressed because I wasn't sure what was going to happen.
stressed because I wanted things to go my way, when I knew that it was all God's plan, not mine.
Last week I tried out in the thorn for young Mary. Ever since I was little I've wanted to be like her.
When I would pray, I'd pray for God's will to be done, not mine.
I knew that I shouldn't pray that I'd get it because I've done that so many times, and of course things never went to plan.
Also last week I was praying about the Burn internship at _tag, I knew that if I was suppose to be in it then it was going to be completely God.
So the week came when i found out if I had gotten the part I tried out for.
Strangely enough I'd find out about Burn the same day.
I was at New life the entire day, and to my surprise i got into BURN!
There is no doubt in my mind that it was God. because my application didnt get through. I called Stefan Davis and talked to him wondering if my application had gotten to them, well it didnt, i met with Stefan and then Bam it was all God!

Well later that night I had this strange feeling, I felt that I would only get one thing that i had wanted.
strange but true, later at thorn i found out that i'm not young Mary. but i do have a small part.
i honestly was so excited and happy that God had shown His self to me! crazy i know but I feel as though God had humbled me this week, shown me that somethings that we may want aren't what he has planned.
This week I learned to trust God, how about you?

read psalms 45!!